January 7: Helpless
Helplessness: that dull, sick feeling of not being the one at the reins. When did you last feel like that-and what did you do about it?
When does it not feel as though I have no control over what is going on in my life. Between bills piling up, car troubles, and life just being a pain in my ass the only real thing I ever feel I have control over is the mediocre content I put up on this blog. I’m sure I am not the only one who feels so helpless all the time. These days I just grin my teeth and bare it. I’m not sure what else I can do. But there isn’t much more I can do.